I understand that winning or losing streaks sometimes happen, but I find it hard to accept that some players are just permanently "lucky" or "unlucky".
Except that I feel like the most unlucky player in the world. No matter what my cards are, I get beaten. I play carefully. I only put big money in when the odds are in my favor.
It doesn't matter. I still get absolutely crushed on the turn or river. If my opponent needs to hit an inside straight on the river when I have trips, he WILL get it. If I have AK it *will* get beat by some guy who calls a huge raise with 2-7 and hits something. How do some players get such incredibly lucky cards when they are behind in a hand? And how do they do it against me ALL THE TIME?
No matter how good my cards are, no matter how I bet, no matter how much of a probability-lead I have in the hand, I will find a way to lose. Just in the last two hours I must have lost 8 large-money hands where I was statistically in better position. (By comparison, I won two or three of those hands.) What does it mean when you lose 75% of the time, in hands you have a better-than-even chance to win after the flop? Hands you are supposed to win most of the time?
On the rare occasion I *do* have an unbeatable hand, people can smell it a thousand miles away...even if I don't raise, I see aggressive players that throw money around like crazy, suddenly fold as if they can see my cards.
All I ask is a fair chance to win...if there is a big pot at stake, and I have the best cards in play, why does it still seem impossible to win? Does TJ have "curses"? Does every player in TJ operate under the same probability-model, or do some players get penalized (or enhanced) odds depending on some factor? It's like a black cloud is following me. I want it to go away.


